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Hey hey hey!
misspatch
Hey hey hey!

Gusto ko lang sabihin na nagsasawa na ako sa mga taong nagsasabi, nasa-shock, nagjo-joke na mataba ako. Nakaka-hurt siya, oo. Pero ang mas nakakabwisit eh 'yung alam na nga nilang nahu-hurt ako eh in my face pa rin ang pagpaparating sa akin through the different forms of communication na mataba ako.

Hindi ako galit. Hindi ako nagtatanim ng sama ng loob.

Gusto ko lang sabihin na ikimkim niyo na lang comments niyo. As much as possible, ayoko nang marinig or i-imply niyo na mataba ako. Nasasaktan kasi ako. Kahit five seconds worth of emotional pain lang 'yun dahil pinagtatawanan ko rin eventually, five seconds pa rin ang nawala sa akin kung saan ay sana masaya lang ako... or normal ang pakiramdam.

Mahirap maging mataba. At ayoko ring magpapayat dahil pressured ako sa panlalait ng iba.

Gusto kong magpapayat 'pag feel ko nang magpapayat... kung kailanman 'yun.

'Yun lang naman.

God bless you.

Kisses.

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I know how you feel

(Anonymous)
Naiintindihan ko yung feeling. Kahit sa office ang daming comments na super nakakahurt. Alam ko naman na hindi ako sexy eh pero at least I'm working on my faults. Nageexercise naman ako, pero syempre, it takes time! Sobrang tactless lang talaga ng ibang tao. And it gets to me, as well.

I don't expect people to lie and tell me I'm sexy and pretty or whatever. Sana lang marunong silang rumespeto diba?

Pero at least I know my worth does not depend on the size of my jeans/dress size. I get sad because I know I'm not the only one who feels this way and somewhere, a little chubby girl will get this thought planted in her head that she's fat and she should do anything to lose weight. Sometimes, I feel depressed because of our society's skewed perception of beauty.

Personally, I don't care about the way I look, but I do care about the way I feel.

I just had to reply to your post because I really get how you feel. We should just try our best to improve because we want to and not because we feel society's pressure. We should do our best to look nice for us---not for this society that expects us to look a certain way.

(SORRY for ranting! I hope you read this and feel a bit better!) :)

Re: I know how you feel

inferness naman sa effort mo magreply <3 mwah!

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